It’s been a pretty rough week for me. What’s worse is that I let it got the better of me. Somebody should just slap me and hit me with a racket or something. Why am I even letting this bring me down? It’s like hello, I’m alive and practically still taking in the free air and enjoying the roller-coaster ride of life. It’s not as if is the end of the world for me or something. Geez, Nadia!
Look around us, people with strong minds in every walk of life. All have their own flaws, ups and downs of life complete with the extra baggages that they carry along with them. Whatever it is, they still manage to put a smile on their face and laugh. Yes, I’m aware that smiling doesn’t really mean that you’re happy. But why get yourself upset? Think about it, there’s so much more things in life to be appreciated for and to be happy about so why are you raising the surrender flag high? Don’t give up. Do the things that make you happy like…
- Indulge on your favourite ice-cream
- Watch those comedy shows like “Modern Family”, “NEW GIRL” …there are tons of good shows out there so just watch and laugh about it!
- Have a little tea-party with your girls
- EAT EAT EAT
-… or maybe just hang out with your love ones
Yesterday even though both of us were feeling restless and I was kind of the mood killer, he cheered me up and we had such a blast!
He: “You stress? K, we’ll go somewhere…”
Me: *going to break down any sooner* *tears filling in the corners of my eyes*
Held my hand and led me to ‘Time Zone’ and gosh I feel like a kiddo. Played the racing game (which I lost), got the role of Mrs Smith when playing the shooting game (seriously, we could have won the game but damn the controllers just sucks), basketball…long story short, we had a blast! And yes, it did distressed me.
I feel so lucky/grateful/ thankful; I can’t really find the exact words or phrase to describe how I feel. Even if there is, I bet that it doesn’t even come close to even describing how I feel.
Gosh, just thank you. Thank you for everything. You never fail to make me laugh, you lift up all the sorrows and all the suckiness of life. You’re just a wonderful addition to my life. I love you (♥)


So whenever life sucks, just smile and do the things that makes you happy. Life’s too short, enjoy it! Well hope this helps! :)
Nadia
Hayley in Blunt magazine, issue 118.
(I’ll upload the rest of the scans later when I figure them out)
I’ll be moving there around a year fuck yea
NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY